endless argument

我们又吵架了!
吵了一些我认为很重要的东西。
有时候不是说你为了让我，就可以说出一些那些根本不属于你的东西。
我说你150cm， 那根本就不是事实，你何必为了不要跟我争吵而强逼你自己而配合我呢？
虽然你口口声说你不是在逼自己，可是当你说"whatever, you happy, then it is"
这根本就不是你发自内心的想法嘛....
你可以说我喜欢随便评定一个人，或某样东西。可是人天生就是这样啊，因为我们不知道事实，所以就会随便乱猜测。
The only way to solve this problem is you tell the truth!!!
可是你都不要告诉我事实，你想我怎样？？只要我知道答案了，我就会闭嘴，难道我还会继续坚持说你是150cm吗？我不是一个蛮不讲理的女生！我要的是你发自内心，跟我说对的答案。而不是你为了让我，而去承认一些不对的东西。
就好比打个比如说，如果我说你在外面乱乱玩女生，但事实上你没有，难道你还是要为了让我，而说“对，我在外头乱玩女生”吗？你以为你这样说，我就会高兴吗？？？
You have to justify yourself!! prove me you are right and I am wrong!!
有时候我糊猜是为了要你跟我说，“事情不是这样的，而是bla bla bla bla...." 我不是在替自己辩驳，而是不知道事情的真相会让我觉得很没有安全感，我会胡思乱想，是真的!!
而你，每次为了逃避争吵而选择了沉默，事情从来都没有一个结论，我不会知道你心里面是在想什么，你从不让我有机会去了解你。。。
你以为我真的很喜欢跟你吵架吗？你不知道我们每次吵架以后，我的心会很痛吗？我只不过想要了解你多一点，可是你总会说我想太多，但却不曾真正的去了解我的想法。
我不是真的喜欢想太多，而是我们的距离真的很远！我很没有安全感。
或许，我们不曾真正的相处过，或沟通过，才会导致一次又一次的争吵。。。
我不理解你，你也不理解我。
我们，还是要继续那样吗？

黑色柳丁？我说黑色星期六

心情很不好。

这五个字正中我今天的心情 :(

我们有多久没有真正在一起聊过天？

真的好久好久好久了。

我真的好想念上一个学期 :(

我好想在这里写下我对你的感觉和回忆。

我写了又删，删了又写，

最后还是无法完整的写出来，

因为我很害怕我的眼泪会流出来，

毕竟在学校里有那么多的人来来往往，

在大家面前流泪不是挺好的。。。

我想念之前的我们可以因为一些琐碎的事而聊了一整个下午，

你还记得我们互猜对方的华语名的那个时候吗？

我坐在那一间餐馆一整个下午，

只为了跟你聊天（餐厅的无线上网超快的）

客人也不知道换了几百位。

最后聊到手机没电了才舍得回家。哈!

还有还有，

你去了外国旅行的时候，

也不忘了联系我，

而且还是你外国的号码，

那时候我真的很开心，

没想到你会记得我 ^^

不愧印象中的我一直往外跑，

跑去走廊那里寻找无线上网。。

搞到我满身蚊子叮包 :(

还有很多很多的回忆，

但我不想写下去了。。

我们已不再像以前那么的亲密，

虽然也不曾开始过。。。

我们回不去了。

突然想起了周杰伦的一首歌 《晴天》，

里面有一句歌词是这么唱着 

“从前从前，有个人爱你很久，但偏偏，风渐渐，把距离吹得好远”

风真的把我俩的距离吹走了吗？

想到都心酸。

=(

Movie Review: Titanic 1997

Well well well, i know you guys maybe wondering why i post this movie review in such a long time as this movie was film in 1997. *cough* actually, i just had a free time to watch this movie though m 22 years old now! hahaha! Yes! You got me right!! this is my first time watching Titanic after 22 years.. hahaha

Titanic is a 1997 American epic romantic disaster film directed, written, co-produced, and co-edited by James Cameron. A fictionalized account of the sinking of the RMS Titanic, it stars Leonardo DiCaprio as Jack Dawson, Kate Winslet as Rose DeWitt Bukater, Gloria Stuart as Old Rose, and Billy Zane as Rose's fiancé, Cal Hockley. 

It's April 1912. The worlds most impressive steamship is about to make it's virgin voyage. It's an unsinkable ship, it's the biggest and the most luxurious ship there had ever been. It was Titanic. On the trip was the young English Rose De Witt Bukater. She travels with her mother and her fiancé. They are going to America and get married. On the ship she start getting frustrating with her life. She is force to marry because she has become poor and her fiancé is a very rich man. In a desperate moment she decides suicide is the only way out.

On the ship is also the young artist Jack Dawson. He won is ticket to Titanic in a card game, right when the ship was about to go off. He happens to be on the deck when Rose runs past him and begin climbing the the front to jump in the water. He calms her and convinces her not to jump, but right when she is climbing back on the ship she slips. He helps her up, and as a thanks he is invited on dinner at first class.

The friendship between Rose and Jack deepens, and both her fiancé and her mother starts getting suspicious. But finally Rose decide to choose freedom and poverty before misery and safety. Rose and Jack recognize the love between them and are very happy for some hours...until the ship hits an ice berg.

(The summary was copied from: here)

My review: I almost cried at the end of the movie when Jack died in front of Rose. Jack spent all his energy to save Rose because he loves her. Talked to her when he noticed Rose couldn't concentrate anymore just to make sure that she is awake. He hold her hand to make her stay warm though he is freaking cold that time and not wearing any life jacket. Jack taught me the power of true love. "You jump, I jump" Now i begin to wonder, is there anyone in my life will do the same for me?  ^^

To have an artist boyfriend seems to be a good idea, you can have him draw a picture for you like what Jack draw Rose's naked body for her and the picture was kept almost 80 years later.. WOW! after that you can show the picture to your grand grand son, showing off how pretty you are when you are young.. hahaha!! It will be quite interesting i think =)

There is one scene that i love the most in this movie, which is when they kiss on the ship..

OMG!! is sooooooo romantic!!! you won't know how desperate i wanna kiss someone at that time!!! *cough* hmmm, i shall re-watch this part later =P

Overall, this movie was awesome!! I rated this movie 8 stars out of 10? It is because I have another better movie in my mind than this --> Pearl Harbour. That movie is really classic!!

Let's check out some of the pictures of this movie:

The theme song was good as well, love the beginning part of the song.. it will straight away refresh your memory about this movie!! Check it out the song "My heart will go on" by Celine Dion

孤单北半球

好想好想好想我的动力哦~

在远方的你过得好吗？

唉。。。。。。

New Campus

Hello m back like finally..

was moving to my new campus at Jeli and there's no wifi was installed in my hostel so i barely can blog >.<

the new campus was big compared to the old one and the water was crystal clear ^^

the internet connection in the administration block was fast too!!!

you guys can viber, talkbox, whatsapp or whatever apps that you had to contact me~ hehe

overall the campus was okay, we shall just be patient abit more when all the facilities are complete..

so far m quite satisfied.. 

and we shall glad that what we had here..

you know..

some people are just not willing to change or i would say, accept the fact that we are in JELI now..

if you are willing to change, soon you will be adapted in the new environment..

myself have attended a lot of camp before, and most of the places were even worst than here..

if i can adapt to all those places, why not here right??

i will make it as a good experience -- to live in a jungle for 2 more years

in Jeli, you will have the chance to see squirrels jumping around the forest in the morning,

birds sing out loud to wake u up in a great morning everyday..

and every oxygen you inhaled is extremely fresh, 

mist all around the campus like a small Genting Highland and you will feel every cells in your skin are fully moisturizes *sorry, m sucks in expression* 

however, the weather is extremely hot sometime especially when there's no rain..

when you walk under the hot sun, you will feel like every drop of the water in your body is evaporated every single nano second. 

so therefore, i always make sure i drink enough of water to prevent myself from dehydrated..

and always use umbrella and long jacket so that i wont look like a negro >.<

i have yet to explore the whole Jeli as i really super duper busy T___________T

will blog more when i have the time..

gotta rush for my assignmentssssss now,

ciao~

Notes cost 1/2 from BANCO CENTRAL DE NICARAGUA

Found this notes from my friend's house. One of his dad's collection. It was really my first time seeing a notes which cost 1/2. How much does it cost actually? is there anyone can tell me the answer? My friend doesn't know it as he never realized that there's such notes in his house.. hahaha!!! it will be glad that if anyone can tell me the answer. 

Trouble Maker HyunA “Time” (Feat. Rado)

A song that i addicted recently =)

Trouble Maker HyunA (feat. Rado)

Romanizations

Time (Time) amudo eomneun gyeouri omyeon

Time (Time) chajeul su eomneun

Honja nameun i georie seoseo

Neol jiuryeogo aesseo ijen

Neol geuriwohada neol itji motae

Honja gireul geotda uyeonhi neol majuchilkka bwa

Juwireul salpidaga (geu jarie seoseo)

Uri hamkkehaetdeon chueok gadeukhan igoseseo

Neoreul itji motae jakku saenggagi na

Babocheoreom niga oji anheul geol jal algo isseo

Hajiman geuttaega johaseo wae geuttaen geutorok

Miwohaenneunji huhoedwae geuttaero doragago sipeo

Doragago sipeo

Time (Time) amudo eomneun gyeouri omyeon

Time (Time) chajeul su eomneun

Honja nameun i georie seoseo

Neol jiuryeogo aesseo ijen

Neol geuriwohada neol itji motae

Neowa darmeun sarami nae yeopeul jinal ttaemada

Hoksi niga anilkka (mollae humchyeobogon hae)

Uri jaju gadeon geonneolmok keopisyop apeseo

Honja seoseongida neol gidaryeosseo

Ijen du beon dasin oji anheul geol jal algo isseo

Dojeohi neol itji motaeseo wae geuttaen geutorok

Sirheohaenneunji huhoedwae neol dasi saranghago sipeo

Saranghago sipeo

Time (Time) amudo eomneun gyeouri omyeon

Time (Time) chajeul su eomneun

Honja nameun i georie seoseo

Neol jiuryeogo aesseo ijen

Neol geuriwohada neol itji motae

Eoneusae bul kkeojin i geori wie na honja seo isseo

Neon dasi doraojil anha neol itgo sipji anha

Ijen neo eobsin nan andwae Huh~

Time (Time) amudo eomneun gyeouri omyeon

Time (Time) chajeul su eomneun

Honja nameun i georie seoseo

Neol jiuryeogo aesseo ijen

Neol geuriwohada neol itji motae


Credits: kaori.@4-minute.com ; credit


Hangul

Time (Time) 아무도 없는 겨울이 오면

Time (Time) 찾을 수 없는 혼자 남은 이 거리에 서서

널 지우려고 애써 이젠

널 그리워하다 널 잊지 못해

혼자 길을 걷다 우연히 널 마주칠까 봐

주위를 살피다가 (그 자리에 서서)

우리 함께했던 추억 가득한 이곳에서

너를 잊지 못해 자꾸 생각이 나

바보처럼 니가 오지 않을 걸 잘 알고 있어

하지만 그때가 좋아서 왜 그땐 그토록

미워했는지 후회돼 그때로 돌아가고 싶어

돌아가고 싶어

Time (Time) 아무도 없는 겨울이 오면

Time (Time) 찾을 수 없는 혼자 남은 이 거리에 서서

널 지우려고 애써 이젠

널 그리워하다 널 잊지 못해

너와 닮은 사람이 내 옆을 지날 때마다

혹시 니가 아닐까 (몰래 훔쳐보곤 해)

우리 자주 가던 건널목 커피숍 앞에서

혼자 서성이다 널 기다렸어

이젠 두 번 다신 오지 않을 걸 잘 알고 있어

도저히 널 잊지 못해서 왜 그땐 그토록

싫어했는지 후회돼 널 다시 사랑하고 싶어

사랑하고 싶어

Time (Time) 아무도 없는 겨울이 오면

Time (Time) 찾을 수 없는 혼자 남은 이 거리에 서서

널 지우려고 애써 이젠

널 그리워하다 널 잊지 못해

어느새 불 꺼진 이 거리 위에 나 혼자 서 있어

넌 다시 돌아오질 않아 널 잊고 싶지 않아

이젠 너 없인 난 안돼 Huh~

Time (Time) 아무도 없는 겨울이 오면

Time (Time) 찾을 수 없는 혼자 남은 이 거리에 서서

널 지우려고 애써 이젠

널 그리워하다 널 잊지 못해

Credits: Naver.com ; credit

Translations

Time (Time) when the winter with no one comes

Time (Time) standing in the street alone where no one can find me

I’m trying my best to forget you

I miss you, I can’t forget you

After looking around to see if I would bump into you (Standing in place)

I keep thinking of the memories with you at this place that I can never forget

I know as a fool that you will never come

But why did I all this time

I want to go back to that time when I was mean and regretful

I want to go back

Time (Time) when the winter with no one comes

Time (Time) standing in the street alone where no one can find me

I’m trying my best to forget you

I miss you, I can’t forget you

Whenever someone looking alike to you passes by me I wonder if it’s not you (I do look out secretly)

I waited for you alone in front of the coffee shop we went often together on the streets

I know that you won’t come back for the second time

But why all this time when I can’t forget you

I want to love the hateful and regretful you

I want to love

Time (Time) when the winter with no one comes

Time (Time) standing in the street alone where no one can find me

I’m trying my best to forget you

I miss you, I can’t forget you

Suddenly I am standing alone on the dark street

You will not come back; I don’t want to forget you

I can’t without you Huh~

Time (Time) when the winter with no one comes

Time (Time) standing in the street alone where no one can find me

I’m trying my best to forget you now

I miss you, I can’t forget you

Credits: Seungeun Lee@4-minute.com ; credit

Happy CNY 2012

hello peeps m back!!

have not been opening my laptop since i last came back from Kelantan =)

first of all,

Gong Xi Fa Chai to all my Chinese friends..

how's CNY going?? mine is really bored as i dont go out for home visitation..

hehehhehe but anyway, i received more than 300 bucks at the moment already..

not bad huhh?

and i bought a lot of new CNY clothes..

non stop buying =))))) 

goshhh, i really love shopping <3<3

this time.. m into a more girlish style,

and starting to keep my hair long so that my dong li can have a WOW on me when he is back!!!

hahahhahahahha....

to be someone like this maybe

or maybe like

or whoever ...

lalalalalala