当73号女遇上普吉男

11-17-22:30

没有星星，只有兴奋

“얼마예요” 是你跟我说的第一句话

你的话不多，但听得我有够冲上云霄的感觉

第一次近距离的接触，

真的是超突然的..

我整个身体都软巴巴的..

哈哈哈哈！

突然觉得我好白痴哦

但，你管我！

本小姐快乐就是了

有种想要把我们的相遇写成小说...

《那些年，我们相遇了》

哈哈哈，中毒了！

Nine Emperor Gods Celebration 九皇爷诞

never ever thought that in Kelantan there's such a big festival -- Nine Emperor Gods celebration  (九皇爷诞). It's one of another big festivals for Buddhism after Wesak. For your information, Kelantan is an islamic state where almost 90% of the people are Malay. That's why i never thought that there's such a big event that i can have attend.

It's very easy to know when Nine Emperor Gods celebration is coming, you can judge it by referring to the weather after Mooncake Festival.. RAIN EVERYDAY!!! During the celebrations, believers will be vegetarian for 9 days and wear white shirt. Why?? Perhaps this is one of the popular tradition =) Each day will have a different ceremony..

八月三十：挂高灯、接神（若该年八月没有三十，就在八月二十九开始）

中午12时把"高灯"挂起，通知各方善信，九皇爷诞开始举行。晚上(时间由神明通过乩童指示)由主席、执委、炉主、道士、乩童、善信等人，抬著三顶辇桥，到河边迎接九皇爷。接神回来，有"下马供"的仪式(类似"开幕"的意思)，同时由道士念经、印符。

初二晚：接元帅

也是由神明通过札重指示，在某个时间去接元帅。初三、初六、初九：犒赏军兵这三天的下午开始，煮备数百桶的斋菜来拜祭，犒赏九皇爷的军兵，过后供善信进食。

初三、初六、初九：犒赏军兵

这三天的下午开始，煮备数百桶的斋菜来拜祭，犒赏九皇爷的军兵，过后供善信进食。

初八：过平安桥、过火炕

在庙前空地搭一座临时木桥，晚上7时开始，男女老幼都可上桥，道士在旁为过桥的人祈福，过了桥万事平安。约晚上8时，由乩童带领善信过火坑，赤脚踏著灼烫的火炭，以祈身体平安、洗尽霉运、消灾解难。 (善信们必须吃了10天的斋才可参加过火坑;以表诚心，而且据说过火坑时很顺利，不会有意外。)

初九：送神

这天晚上，也就是送九皇爷回銮的日子。全体善信举行大敬拜，有"送别"的意思。并有舞龙舞狮参与，善信拿着香，齐送别到河边，沿途住家也设有香案拜别。送神回来后，取下高灯，即意谓九皇爷诞的庆典的过去了。
(Grabbed the information from here)

There is a lot of version on the Nine Emperor Gods story.. but so far i think the information that i read from Wikipedia is the correct one :

The Nine Emperor Gods Jiǔ Huáng Xīng Jūn / Jiǔ Huáng Da Di (九皇星君/九皇大帝) are the nine sons manifested by Father Emperor Zhou Yu Dou Fu Yuan Jun (斗父周御國王天尊) and Mother of the Big Dipper Dou Mu Yuan Jun (斗母元君) who holds the Registrar of Life and Death. The worship of Dou Fu Yuan Jun has declined strongly as proper teachings of Taoism degenerate since being exported out of China. Today, most Nine Emperor God temples do not acknowledge the existence of Dou Fu Yuan Jun. However, Dou Fu Yuan Jun is invoked alongside Dou Mu Yuan Jun in Great Dipper Honouring known as Li Dou (禮斗) ceremonies. According To Priest Long Hua, the 35th Generation Leader of Long Shan Men Taoist Sect (Singapore), honouring the Northern Dipper stars prolongs one's life, eliminate calamities, and absolves sins and past debts of oneself and his family.

The term Ye (爺) as in Jiu Huang Ye (九皇爺) loosely translates as "Grandfather", a title worshipers commonly use to bring a more intimate relationship between themselves and the Nine Emperors. The Nine Emperor Gods should not be mixed up with the Wang Ye or Princes of the Ming rebels. Popular folk culture has it that the Nine Emperor Gods are actually sea pirates of the Ming dynasty that plotted to overthrow the Qing dynasty. According to Priest Long Hua, this information is inaccurate and considered derogatory to the actual teachings of Taoism as the Nine Emperor Gods are actually high ranking Star Lords who preside over the movement of planets and coordinate mortal Life and Death issues.

The Nine Emperors is formed by the 7 stars of the Big Dipper of the North Ursa Major (visible) and two assistant stars (invisible). When viewed closely, the arrangement of the 7 stars "the Ladle" and the 2 assistant stars on its left and right resembles a Yin-Yang pattern form.

The Nine Emperor Stars are:

1. Tan Lang Tai Xing Jun (貪狼太星君)1st Star (Visible) Bayer: α UMa
2. Ju Men Yuan Xing Jun (巨門元星君) 2nd Star (Visible) Bayer: β UMa
3. Lu Cun Zhen Xing Jun (祿存貞星君) 3rd Star (Visible) Bayer: γ UMa
4. Wen Qu Niu Xing Jun (文曲紐星君) 4th Star (Visible) Bayer: δ UMa
5. Lian Zhen Gang Xing Jun (玉廉貞綱星君) 5th Star(Visible) Bayer: ε UMa
6. Wu Qu Ji Xing Jun (武曲紀星君) 6th Star(Visible) Bayer: ζ UMa
7. Po Jun Guan Xing Jun (破軍關星君) 7th Star (Visible) Bayer: η UMa
8. Zuo Fu Da Dao Xing Jun (左輔大道星君) 8th Star (Invisible)
9. You Bi Da Dao Xing Jun (右弼大道星君) 9th Star (Invisible)

Ok, done with the introduction. Now let's move on to what's happening on that day. We joined half way of the "march" in Kota Bharu and walked about 10km?? to Pantai Cahaya Bulan to send off the Nine Emperor Gods. The journey is quite long compared to the road i always walk on Wesak day but we had fun. The Nine Emperor Gods will "dance" a while when there is a junction in the road and the child medium will keep turning.. People will just shout "siam ah (ask you to moved aside)" to let the God pass through.. Never ever block their road! As far as I know, i think they danced in the junction is because accident normally occurred in the junction, so they will just pray at there so that less accident will be happen.

While all the prayers were preparing some kind of ceremony like recite, preparing all the vege food for the God before they leave and so on.. Some of the prayers help to sell wishing light for the believers, each wishing light will cost about RM5.

After all the ceremony has been done, we called to get 24 praying sticks and pray the East, South, West and North. At 11pm sharp, they begin to burn the huge ship to release the Nine Emperor Gods back to their respective place (should be heaven).

Before the celebration ended, students of UMK have to get back to the lorry to go back to the respective hostel. The night is cold and when rain drops on our head, you can feel the frowziness plus the strong wind blowing our hair, hands and legs were just non-stop shaking but we are just hardly to move around.

Overall, we all enjoyed very much on that day and the most important is, the sincerity of us towards the Nine Emperor Gods will always be there. Amithabha.

random dream

i dream on u again for the continuous 2nd night.. the dream is so dramatic that i can actually LOL now, but at the same time i feel damn sweet too =) 

in the dream, we caught a bunch of bad people/ghost and locked them under a lockup.. but their power is too strong that they can come out from that lockup.. so we run and run and run into some temple.. inside the temple, they are not able to come in.. but i dont know why inside the temple will serve some alcoholic stuff and we are doing some experiment and guess which glasses do not contain of alcohol and drink it.. i guess 2 times wrong and i drank all of it >.< another scene is about you come and save me and give me a huge hug, telling me that you will not leave me alone and i kiss your cheek accidently.. LOL! you looked at me and smile.. *melt* 

on the other side.. some of my Rotaract friends have difficulty to choose the path, one is to join us to escape the bad thing (the ghost) and another way is to seduce by the sexy girls (ghost act).. in order to save them, i pull down my sleeve and show abit of my bra to seduce them to come inside the temple so that they will not go into the wrong road.. lmao, wat the hell am i doing -.-" well, it's dream.. 

another scene was abt my friend, he keeps on chasing me and i run and run and run, i cried out loud and tell him not to bother me anymore, i feel uneasy when he cared for me too much.. so pressured! and i told him that i just want to be friend.. den i run away! 

- dreams ended -

The road not taken

Time flies. am here for 4 months plus and 2 more days later i will be back to Kelantan. Couldn't join Penang installation was a shame but study is more important isnt it?

sigh..

for those who dont know, i got an offer from UPM actually and the course they offered me was Aquaculture. I dont like the course hence i rejected their offer. Gosh, i rejected the top 3 university in Malaysia, i must have gone insane!! hahaha, nah.. if you were me, would you like to restudy from the beginning and study the course that you dont like? you wouldnt right?? i rather go back to hell (yea, we refer Kelantan as hell) and further my studies for another 3 more years. Will i survive? of course i will. Like what my friend said, UMK give u lemons, you made them lemonade =)

last hope to get back to KL is hoping i could get the offer letter from UKM. seriously m waiting the postman to stop by my house and give me the news that i want. (*singing* I've been standing here waiting Mr Postman, sooooo patiently)..

oh wait, there is still hope in UPM i assume? haha.. Ohhhh, i shouldn't put high hope on it 'cause I will be very sad if i get negative response. but finger crossed still. lalalalala....

let's see what's the plan from God..

Unspoken

When I thought finally I've some time to update my blog, open up a new post, hands put on the keyboard... Staring on the screen for half an hour or so, MIND BLANK! totally no inspiration at all.. the feeling much like a Alzheimer disease or blogging disability? ohhhhh, at such age! Tsk tsk..


Well, there is nothing much I want to talk about since my mind is still blank, LOL! But one thing in my mind that, m thinking of you. Sometimes m kinda upset that I've become a part of your past, a past that moving nowhere that i could found... I wish I can talk to you, desperately. I typed everything in our chat box when i saw you online, but i just don't have the guts to send it to you because I don't want to feel down when you don't reply me.. i know you will no longer care for me like you did last time..


Since when I've becoming such crazy about you? I don't know.. perhaps the time i saw you treating another girls with a really good care. Is this what they called JEALOUS?? or should i say envy?? i think m having both.. m sorry if i ever made u feel bad when u know I've fall for you, deeply. you're just too perfect for me even though i know all your flaws, but it doesn't really matter for me. You are giving me cold treatment, hoping that I will leave you and find a better one. Isn't it ironic? I ignore (not really ignore) the ones that adore us. Adore the ones who ignore me. Love the ones who hurt me the most and hurt the ones that love me.


However, what i want to say is, because I've hurt so much and m getting immune to it. How sad isn't? Well, that's Virgo. Once we fall in love, we will do anything and everything for the ones we loved. By love, we mean real love, no other type of love is actually exist for us. LOL!  We will be completely devoted and loyal to the one we loved in a relationship. Still, if it doesn't seems working, we will severe all the ties and become as cold as the North/South Pole. This sentence is perfectly fit on the ones I loved right now =( but you know, people do change.. Trusting what is yours will be yours.

a bad day for mum

17.07.2011

Another memorable day for my mum. Mum's handbag has been snatched at Mid Valley Megamall, Jusco Ground Floor. That time we were busy choosing cloths.

Well, when mum realized that her handbag has been snatched, we reported to the Jusco promoters, but they just inform us that they couldn't check the CCTV till we show them the police report. OK, fine!

we went to make the police report and blardy hell, they took us about 1 hour and yet, they r just sitting there telling us "Cik, sabar, kita kena check dulu, ikut procedure, bla bla bla" .. well, this is Malaysia. mum said if it wasnt because she need to renew her IC and car license, she wont has report to the police bcuz we know the police wont do anything!! yea, malaysia boleh..

the time we reported to the police, and 3 ladies came to report to police too. and guess what, their handbag/purse was kena snatched too at the same place samo. One of the victim's son can recognize the thieves' faces (yea, 2 guys 1 girl), but the police said they cant do anything bcuz we dont have a proof!! hey come'on, we have a orang saksi here n yet we cant do anything.... tsk tsk tsk!

hopes that mum can overcome the sadness soon~ and people out there, please be careful with your belongings, zip your bag!!!

You wouldn't see the tears that I cry

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on



Sigh, I guess it's time to get over you
M extremely tired waiting for you
You said you appreciate what I've done
But I just couldn't feel it
I need to give myself a chance to be loved
And also give a chance for those who want to treat me better
It's over..

YNS 2011

All right, I guess I have not been updating my blog after all..

Haha! M just being lazy :P

Newayz, I did save a draft…

Who those who are following me in Twitter or Facebook,

Yes, I just came back from Youth Nation Summit 2011 which was held at UM!

Fun? yup kind of..

Btw, I feel bad for skipping the afternoon sessions with my friends as they feel bored,

neither do I..

still Rotaract is the best for me,

much more organized and we had FUN of course!

all right, cut out the crap..

somehow m inspired by the energetic youth..

They really want to make a different for the youth..

Voice out their opinion to make a better life for all of us..

however, they should also stand on the other way to think of the consequences for what they did,

don't just simply talk without thinking, somehow i just feel that they are too childish!

but i also won't deny that some of them are really good, 

very matured thinking and can speak fluently in English..

I want to be one of them =D

All the speakers are good!

so far i was really inspired by Joel Neoh,

co-founder of Youth Asia..

Do what you want and do not afraid of falling down!

Marina Mahathir and Roslan T. had given their talk as well,

too bad that i went back adee..

our beloved Prime Minister also joined us for lunch on the very last day,

try to spot me in the TVs new =)

overall, i think i failed my social skill..

i just don't feel like mingle around..

Anywayz, for those who do not know what does Youth Nation Summit is,

it is an event organized under the power of Y, an initiative that incorporates the best of youth leadership,

practical industry knowledge and experience through a series of events and programs.

Some of the highlights of the summit are Sustainability Expo, Leadership Activation,

Skills workshops, Youth2Business Forum, Youth2Government Forum, Youth Defined CSR Programs

and Project Pitching where 20 selected youth leaders pith their community-development initiatives for

financial supports. 

The summit is FOC that's why i joined =P

Wants to know more, simply drop by their Facebook fans page =)

Good night

单身贵族的快乐

当你不再信息我时，

我知道感情已经淡了。

朋友劝我提出分手，

但我还是忍下来了。

因为，我想让提出分手的人是你..

只因你曾说过你之前的恋情，

你都是被抛弃的那一个...

我是不是很伟大叻？嘻嘻

分手后，

有种如释重负的感觉，

或许你们会说我对他的感觉并不深，

所以不会太难过...

你们都错了。

因为爱过，也被伤过..

我告诉过我自己，

流过第五次的泪，

我不再会眷恋他曾对我的温柔..

我们现在只能成为朋友！

哈哈！我太坚强了..

有种难以置信的感觉。

感情嘛，要拿得起，放得下！！

我不会像其它女生那样..

每天以泪洗脸..

“明白小小的失恋不害人，

更加添我成熟感” by Twins

是的，我的思想更成熟了。

所以，现在我要抛开过去，展望未来！

朋友们，祝福我吧！

犯贱

虽然累了，

但听到他说 :" Dear..."

我的心又软了...

真的不舍得生气他...

我好犯贱哦!!

他真的让我又爱又恨!!

痛心

痛苦了好多天，

是时候做个了断。

因为你，

我每天都需要晒干枕头。

因为你，

我彻夜难眠。

因为你，

我每天都需要冰敷我那红肿的双眼。

因为你，

我不能专心考试。

因为你，

我真的累了。

因为你，

我不再快乐。

因为你，

我已忘了怎么笑。

虽然认识你的时候已经知道你的个性，

我以为我能接受，

我能忍耐。。

我总相信有一天你会改变...

但，我错了。

忍耐是有极限的。

看过很多文章，

作者都劝读者们不要轻易的放手。

因为两个人能相爱真的很不容易。

但是，我真的很痛苦..

难道舞蹈在你的心中，

真的比我还重要吗？

你可以为了舞蹈，

而忘了我们的约定，

让我一个人傻傻的在楼下等着。

你也可以为了舞蹈，

几天都不跟我联络。

你，真的可以忍心的忽略我的感受...

试问下你自己，

你真的喜欢我吗？

我对你，真的是无话可说了....

The birthday girl Wah Wah =)

Hehee....

Celebrated her birthday at Pizza Hut few days ago..

n guess what..

the whole upstairs are fully occupied by us >.<

21 years old ma..

must be as grand as possible..

seriously she dint expect that there will be so many of us are coming for her birthday party..

she almost tears when she saw us =P

hehehe..

Happy birthday to my coursemate!

Wish you have a wonderful birthday party ever!!

you rock it =P

Chartering a new club

was thinking when i was bathing..

should i chartered a new Rotaract Club here or shouldn't?

i miss Rotaract T____T

guess i need to call up the Rotary Club of Kota Bharu to discuss all the details first..

Chemistry

has been very down these few days..

why?

blame Chemistry

it makes me so sick and frustrated..

fall asleep right after i finished 1 paragraph >.<

how m i going to sit for my final??

sighhhhhhhhh....

Chemistry is just way too complicated..

and hard to imagine all those reaction..

sometimes i just do not understand why do we need to study all those things..

oh goshhhhhh !!

很多事都没有告诉你

很多事都没有告诉你

其实我不怕一个人

是怕没有你陪

其实不是怕没有你陪

只是很依赖

却不能说是依赖

却只有对你有如此感觉

我一直不关机

其实是期待你的关心

我有时会生气

只是想要引起你注意

我会很傻

也只是想讨你开心

别看我不说话

我只是希望你主动

我一直找你

其实是很想你

如果我哭

肯定是因为你

我会慢慢成熟

也是因为你

我会学习包容

也是因为你

我会寂寞

如果夜晚少了你

我会吃醋

如果你跟别人很好

我会失望

如果你给太多期望

我会很在意

你说的每一句

我会不开心

如果你对我发脾气

我可以开心一整天

因为你的一些小动作

我会为了你

在镜子前照老半天

不懂你知道吗…

我只是没说

其实我在意你…

--小焉饿鬼作--

Art and Science of Entomorphogy

attended a very interesting talk yesterday.. is about "Art and Science of Entomorphogy"

WARNING!! Please do not read when you're eating, or just had your meal.. 

is gonna be disgusting!!! muahahahhahhaa

~Casu marzu~

What is casu marzu???

It is The Maggot Cheese of the Mediterraean!!

A putrefied cheese infested with live, wriggling maggots.

ahahhaha =P

Still love cheese???

For those who love sushi, try this -- bugs sushi

Next, craving for Chips More??

Nah, I have a much more delicious cookies for you..

bugs cookies

Still not enough?

We have insect cake..

LOL..

Wants more??

My favorite lollipop >.<

Insect satay

insect soup

Sorry for make you feel disgusting =P

you can go to enjoy your meal now..

hehhehe

btw, those disgusting foods have advantages too,

For example:

• cricket high in Calcium
• Termites rich in iron
• 100g of giant silkworm moth larvae provide 100% of daily requirements of copper, zinc, iron, thiamin & riboflavin
• as minilivestock - reaved as nutritious food

Disadvantages: Toxicity

• presence of parasites
• pesticides
• herbicides bioaccumulation
• cateris paribus cooking is adviceable

Weird Sex Facts About Animals

Browse through some articles and found out this.. LOL! Weird Sex Facts About Animals..

Have fun reading!

1- Snakes have two sex organs.

2- Pigs have record orgasms; it takes up to thirty minutes and then it is bad when someone says that this pig!

3- Donald Duck cartoons were once banned in Finland, because Donald does not wear shorts.

4- Rats have sex up to twenty times a day. 

5- Bats have the highest percentage of gays among mammals.

6- Dolphins and apes are the only species in animal kingdom that can enjoy the pleasure of sex just like human beings.

7- It is normal for lions to mate up to 50 times in a day.

8- Young Chimpanzees like to enjoy oral-genital foreplay and masturbation.

9- Elephants are the most gentle lovers among all the animal.

10- The black widow spider Latrodectus eats her mate during or after sex.

JAMAIS VU

i guessed m really exhausted due to tonnes of work r waiting for me to complete..

as a result.. i screwed up my Physics mid-term.. which is my most favorite subject..

When i read on the questions..

m damn happy n I confirm that I can score an A..

but when i started to take my pen and wanna write something..

my mind is just blank..

OMG..

I did that questions so many times before and yet.. 

i dont know how to answer the question..

JAMAIS VU!!!

m very down now..

i duno what to do..

but i know is no point for me to be down as i cant make the time reverse...

seriously need a shoulder now..

我是不是你最疼爱的人

曲：小虫 词：小虫 编：涂惠源

从来就没冷过 因为有你在我身后

你总是轻声地说 黑夜有我

你总是默默承受 这样的我不敢怨尤

现在为了什么 不再看我

我是不是你最疼爱的人 你为什么不说话

握住是你冰冷的手 动也不动让我好难过

我是不是你最疼爱的人 你为什么不说话

当我需要你的时候 你却沉默不说

从来就没冷过 因为有你挡住寒冻

你总是在我身后 带着笑容

你总细心温柔 呵护守候这样的我

现在为了什么 不再看我

我是不是你最疼爱的人 你为什么不说话

握住是你冰冷的手 动也不动让我好难过

我是不是你最疼爱的人 你为什么不说话

当我需要你的时候 你却沉默不说

你最心疼我把眼哭红

记得你曾说过 不让我委屈泪流

我是不是你最疼爱的人 你为什么不说话

当我需要你的时候 你却沉默不说

pre-trip

Dear is going for field trip for 3 days =(

i feel sad and lonely..

finally i understand how he feel when i went to Australia..

he cant even call me or sms me..

now is my turn to miss him.. sighh

newayz, m going to field trip to next week..

is a half day trip >.<

gonna examined the water there...

grrrr!! i dont want to be environmentalist!!!

smile =)

me posted "he treat me so cool"

as a result, he brought me to bilik bacaan today to watch movie..

and do a lot of stupid stuffs just to make me laugh..

hahaha!

So Lou!

think too much

recently think too much..

when he posted "why is it so difficult to say something like this to you"

i burst out and cried..

i thought he wanna break out with me.. LOL

friends are just too surprised when they saw my swollen eyes..

but at that time...

i realized that, true friends are always be there for you no matter what happened..

one of my friend said "if you're happy, the whole Rac Pudu will happy together with you ; but if you cry, do you want the whole Rac Pudu to cry with you? no right... "

he always know the way to console me..

newayz, m fine now =)

thank you !

Masquerade Night

As you see from the picture, yes m attending a FASA sports ceremony, 

Theme: Masquerade Night =)

He is my partner for runway, Karuna =)

This is not the first time I be the model for my course..

So ya.. 

M the first model to walk out from the stage followed by my partner..

we did a few pose before going down to the audience area..

The pose that we pose are so naughty and sassy.. LOL

Newayz, it was a great day for me..

My make up artist, Woei Lin..

He is joining for the ballroom dance.. hehe =)

Me with pretty girl, Hui Ting..

She is one of the dancer too..

Kim the chemist..

He love to do this pose =P

Kelly..

Cant really recognize her at the first place because of her huge mask..

Kelvin - Hui Ting's partner of the night..

He is good in popping and breakdance =)

Me with the guys.. hehe

Lastly, the LV gang members...

Overall, I never thought that people will really dressed up for that night..

Some of them are over too.. LOL

The runway result are out of my expectation..

but I shouldn't comment more..

hehe

Hope to join this kind of event more..

Cheers!