连诗雅 《好好过》

现在的心情就像这首歌那样，很纠结，很想骗自己说，我也能过的很好。。。

作词：林若宁
作曲：江海迦@Public Zoo / 陈考威
编曲：Jim Ling
监制：舒文@Zoo Music

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睡觉都哭泣委曲求全　博不到你可怜

令眼圈黑黑被担心我的亲友看见

还受到我眼泪感染　关心我又惊我讨厌

难道我要再为你而苦战

独处于家中一般快乐　再不与你关连

善变的青春避不开要讲一句再见

忙着记录你那片段　看不出关系很远

谁又要我记着我还失恋

还要生活　别再三失眠

难为善良好友忧心每天通宵的致电

随便你走　仍能愉快的生存

修补我裂痕给我活过找个起点

赢了经验　没有输尊严

如常热情工作应该庆祝衷心许个愿

年纪太小　人人受过伤无可避免

明日我便能振作　成熟半点

没你的冬天都不算坏　我取暖有火柴

为我煲一杯热的鲜奶都温暖世界

拿逝去情人节放大　每一天一样不快

其实我去抱着我能开解

还要生活　别再三失眠

如常热情工作应该庆祝衷心许个愿

年纪太小　人人受过伤无可避免

明日我便能振作　成熟半点

还要生活　别再三失眠

难为善良好友忧心每天通宵的致电

随便你走　仍能愉快的生存

修补我裂痕给我活过找个起点

赢了经验　没有输尊严

如常热情工作应该庆祝衷心许个愿

逃出困境　重头为我的人生自勉

明日偶遇谁爱我　然后发展

人生不需要解釋

Ok, it's a little bit strange that I still have someone to read my blog, ok to be exact the recent blog posts? I thought I have turned off the search engine because I don't like too many people to read my stuff. Although I can change the setting to private, but then some of my previous blog posts (maybe just 1 or 2.. LOL) might be useful to the public, so I will remain this setting until I decided to remove the whole blog.

Just to clarify that not all my emo blog posts are related to my current relationship status or life, it may just a thought or I just want to write something which came into my mind. You know some people always 自以为是 (presumptuous/opinionated) and link my blog post to my relationship thingy and start creating rumor or whatever which I don't like it because it is not true. ASK ME IF YOU WANT THE TRUTH although I may not want to tell you =P

I actually wanted to write about someone that I have just known for about a year plus as her life is kind of "interesting", but forget about it, it's rude to talk/reveal the life that she is going through. Yes she is a female. I see you start linking her to someone that you assumed a girl that might be.. jeng jeng jeng.. Anyway, I am not going to talk about it and I will just keep it in my heart. Ah chehhhhh~

What I can say is don't judge a book by its cover. Whatever you see from the surface may not be the truth. You may not know what they have been through but take your time to understand them before you make the final judgement. 知你者不必解释，他们自然会懂你。 However, like I said before, you cannot blame other people for judging you that way because they saw whatever you present to them. Da-dang~

Pain changes a person

There's one question stuck in my mind recently..

They said, "pain changes a person".. Do you agree and will it changes you?

If it changes you to become a better person, why not?

But most of the time I see people changes to a bad person..

Ok, my "bad" here referring to a loyal person becoming a promiscuous person, or a behaved person becoming a gangster, etc..

If you ask them, they might answer you that "pain/life makes them so".. I know that pain taught us to be stronger, but why would you think that pain makes you become a different person in a bad way?

Is it for revenge purposes or because you really want to live in that way? I don't get it.. It's a choice that you made, right? So why do you want to change? No one forces you to change..

But of course, if you are happy with it.. Yea go with it, it's your decision and it's your life..