Well, there is nothing much I want to talk about since my mind is still blank, LOL! But one thing in my mind that, m thinking of you. Sometimes m kinda upset that I've become a part of your past, a past that moving nowhere that i could found... I wish I can talk to you, desperately. I typed everything in our chat box when i saw you online, but i just don't have the guts to send it to you because I don't want to feel down when you don't reply me.. i know you will no longer care for me like you did last time..
Since when I've becoming such crazy about you? I don't know.. perhaps the time i saw you treating another girls with a really good care. Is this what they called JEALOUS?? or should i say envy?? i think m having both.. m sorry if i ever made u feel bad when u know I've fall for you, deeply. you're just too perfect for me even though i know all your flaws, but it doesn't really matter for me. You are giving me cold treatment, hoping that I will leave you and find a better one. Isn't it ironic? I ignore (not really ignore) the ones that adore us. Adore the ones who ignore me. Love the ones who hurt me the most and hurt the ones that love me.
However, what i want to say is, because I've hurt so much and m getting immune to it. How sad isn't? Well, that's Virgo. Once we fall in love, we will do anything and everything for the ones we loved. By love, we mean real love, no other type of love is actually exist for us. LOL! We will be completely devoted and loyal to the one we loved in a relationship. Still, if it doesn't seems working, we will severe all the ties and become as cold as the North/South Pole. This sentence is perfectly fit on the ones I loved right now =( but you know, people do change.. Trusting what is yours will be yours.
