random dream

i dream on u again for the continuous 2nd night.. the dream is so dramatic that i can actually LOL now, but at the same time i feel damn sweet too =) 

in the dream, we caught a bunch of bad people/ghost and locked them under a lockup.. but their power is too strong that they can come out from that lockup.. so we run and run and run into some temple.. inside the temple, they are not able to come in.. but i dont know why inside the temple will serve some alcoholic stuff and we are doing some experiment and guess which glasses do not contain of alcohol and drink it.. i guess 2 times wrong and i drank all of it >.< another scene is about you come and save me and give me a huge hug, telling me that you will not leave me alone and i kiss your cheek accidently.. LOL! you looked at me and smile.. *melt* 

on the other side.. some of my Rotaract friends have difficulty to choose the path, one is to join us to escape the bad thing (the ghost) and another way is to seduce by the sexy girls (ghost act).. in order to save them, i pull down my sleeve and show abit of my bra to seduce them to come inside the temple so that they will not go into the wrong road.. lmao, wat the hell am i doing -.-" well, it's dream.. 

another scene was abt my friend, he keeps on chasing me and i run and run and run, i cried out loud and tell him not to bother me anymore, i feel uneasy when he cared for me too much.. so pressured! and i told him that i just want to be friend.. den i run away! 

- dreams ended -

The road not taken

Time flies. am here for 4 months plus and 2 more days later i will be back to Kelantan. Couldn't join Penang installation was a shame but study is more important isnt it?

sigh..

for those who dont know, i got an offer from UPM actually and the course they offered me was Aquaculture. I dont like the course hence i rejected their offer. Gosh, i rejected the top 3 university in Malaysia, i must have gone insane!! hahaha, nah.. if you were me, would you like to restudy from the beginning and study the course that you dont like? you wouldnt right?? i rather go back to hell (yea, we refer Kelantan as hell) and further my studies for another 3 more years. Will i survive? of course i will. Like what my friend said, UMK give u lemons, you made them lemonade =)

last hope to get back to KL is hoping i could get the offer letter from UKM. seriously m waiting the postman to stop by my house and give me the news that i want. (*singing* I've been standing here waiting Mr Postman, sooooo patiently)..

oh wait, there is still hope in UPM i assume? haha.. Ohhhh, i shouldn't put high hope on it 'cause I will be very sad if i get negative response. but finger crossed still. lalalalala....

let's see what's the plan from God..