Pain changes a person

There's one question stuck in my mind recently..

They said, "pain changes a person".. Do you agree and will it changes you?

If it changes you to become a better person, why not?

But most of the time I see people changes to a bad person..

Ok, my "bad" here referring to a loyal person becoming a promiscuous person, or a behaved person becoming a gangster, etc..

If you ask them, they might answer you that "pain/life makes them so".. I know that pain taught us to be stronger, but why would you think that pain makes you become a different person in a bad way?

Is it for revenge purposes or because you really want to live in that way? I don't get it.. It's a choice that you made, right? So why do you want to change? No one forces you to change..

But of course, if you are happy with it.. Yea go with it, it's your decision and it's your life..

我可以的！

当你伤心到某种程度的时候，

不想再理会任何事物的时候，

你会发现有一股强大的力量正跟你招手。。

其实不懂是不是我看了塔罗牌后才产生的这种“错觉”。

牌里的解释是我已经衰很久了，

力量是时候回来我的身边了，

只要我相信自己能够做的到，

它（正能量）就会回来。

我相信了。所以现在觉得自己好像很乐观，

人也变得有点积极。。呵呵

也没那么容易钻牛角尖。。

是好事吗？还是我还在欺骗自己？

我在想，如果咱门俩谈判的时候，

故事并不是我想要听的，

我会崩溃吗？还是我能够接受？

现在的心情好像是在彩排，

不懂表演当天我会用什么心态来面对。

吃惊，委屈，难过，坚强？

还是沉默不语？

。。。

最近也看了一本激励的书，

书里提到做人不要那么容易的放弃，

只要相信自己能做得到，你就能做得到！

以前的我都被你定下来的”游戏规则“给束缚着，

过不了关。。

这次我不管了，我要做自己，

我要打破你的游戏规则，让你措手不及，

我会用我的方式来证明，

我也是可以的！

你准备掉入我的”游戏“吧！

Mistake repeated more than once is a decision.

Mistake repeated more than once is a decision.

I am waiting for the day you tell me the story, and somehow I already know the answer.

I am not an inspector, but I can be one if I want to, and I know what I am capable of.

Don't try to run or hide from me, you know I will find you.

I won't initiate the topic, but I want you to tell me first, so that the situation won't look so bad.

If it's the same story like last time, you know I will step out for real this time.

It's not that I don't care anymore, I have warned ya before.

Chances are given out more than once, and you know certain things can't change, people don't appreciate.

So bear the consequences if the same mistake happened again,

because you make it happen.


#disappointed

Heaven and hell

复杂的心情，

笨重的眼泪，

哭红的双眼，

有谁能体会？

烟花的美，

只在于它盛开的那一瞬间，

过后天空还是会恢复平静。

鱼儿的存在，

让水面泛起了涟漪，

不长久，但发生过。

我们不能因为水面没有了涟漪，

而否定了鱼儿的存在，

只有把鱼儿赶走，

水面才能真正平静。

鱼的生命，

关键在于水，

水能选择让鱼活下，或让它死亡。

如果把鱼给留活下来，

水会变得越来越污浊，

因为没人清洗鱼儿留下来的污垢。

因为留恋，才会对自己残忍。

选择放手，会不会比较好过？

Happiness is when you least expected.

情人节的那一晚，

谢谢你给了我意外的惊喜，

除了感动，欣喜，

我变得更加的爱你了！

谢谢你冒着生命的危险，

只为了给我制造一个惊喜。

我还真的被蒙在鼓里呢！

看见你的刹那间，

嘴都关不起来了，

一心以为今天可能没办法见一个面，

你还是赶过来了！

我真是太感动了，宝贝！

爱你 爱你哟！

情人节快乐，

muackss!