For those who just broke up from a relationship, it's ok to be sad but I hope you can recover quickly. When my ex broke up with me that time, it feels like is the end of the world. I cried everyday as I can't accept the fact that he leaves me alone when I needed him the most, and sent me a broke up message during my final exam. He is such a cruel person but thanks God, I didn't screw up my exam papers. Actually until now I still wonder how can a person can change so fast in few months time. I remembered there's times that we discussed about our future, our children.. I thought we can walk together until we die but, at the end we didn't.
I feel myself silly when I think of my past. I begged my ex to come back to me although he broke my heart. My friends keep persuade me to find another one, someone who deserved my love, but I never listen to them. I told them he worth it and I won't be able to find someone who is better than him. But after some time when I get to meet more wise people, learn more things and I realized my friends are right, I deserve someone better. If someone truly loves you, they won't leave you alone, they won't do things to hurt you. There's so many people in the world, why must we hold on to someone that don't love us anymore? Oh, why am I so STUPID last time?! Anyway, forget about the past. I am very happy with what I have right now :) I have unlimited love from my family and friends, and soon I know I will be able to found my Mr. Right =D
So ya, please listen to this song " I am still loving you - Shiga Lin" and the lyrics are shown as below..
When I close my eyes I think of you
当我闭上眼睛我就想起了你
And the times we've had been through
还想起了我们曾经一起渡过的时光
Even though were far apart right now
即使已经过去了很久
I remember back when you were here with me
我回想起你还在我身边的时候
How you've make my world complete
回想起你是如何让我的世界变得完整
But now I'm left alone
但现在只有我独自一个留下
We talked about love and hope
我们曾经谈论爱和希望
Wishing we could start a life our own
希望我们可以开始属于我们自己的生活
I wish that I could live without you
我希望我可以不依赖你
Why did you tear my heart apart
为什么你要撕裂我的心
You said you'll love me from the start
从开始的时候你说过会一直爱我
All those painful things you've put me through
你令我经历了一切痛苦的事
But I'm still loving you
但我依然爱你
I've tried to give my best to you
我曾经尝试过把我最好的给你
I don't deserve the things you do
你不应该这样对待我
Everything has gone to memories
所有的事情都成为了回忆
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies
我只希望知道谎言背后的真相
Why did you tear my heart apart
为什么你要撕裂我的心
You said you'll love me from the start
从开始的时候你说过会一直爱我
All those painful things you've put me through
你令我经历了一切痛苦的事
But I'm still loving you
但我依然爱你
I've tried to give my best to you
我曾经尝试过把我最好的给你
I don't deserve the things you do
你不应该这样对待我
Everything has gone to memories
所有的事情都成为了回忆
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies
我只希望知道谎言背后的真相
