我的心真的受傷了

當我還在沈澱在你給我的溫暖時，沒想到你突然又消失不見了。
這已經不是第一次了。
好幾次我都告訴自己要放手了，因為你是不屬於我的。

我真的好想問你，在你離開我的時候，你有心疼過我的感受嗎？
為什麼你可以這麼的忍心？
我真的，真的，真的好難過。。

如果你選擇離開了，你可以以後都不要再回來嗎？
我很辛苦才適應沒有你的日子，為什麼你要回來？
我現在又得從新適應了。。。
我累了，我真的累了。
我不想再為你哭了。。

１８禁

今天读了一片很有意思的文章，
文章里提到真男人可以做到只拥抱，睡觉，不做爱。
现在的男人，可以吗？我很怀疑。
但我相信这世上一定有男人可以做到，只不过数量可能十根手指头都觉得多。
只是看男人的忍耐程度罢了。。。

爱一个人，真的要上了床才能证明你爱他吗？
有些人认为这是一定的啊，但这想法听起来好像真的很肤浅。
Don't get me wrong,　我没说你有这个想法是错误的，
我只是觉得爱一个人，其实用心聆听、观察，你就能知道一个人是否真的爱你。。。
不一定要用她／他是否愿意和你做爱来判断对方是否爱你。。。
当然，爱得浓烈的时候，做爱好像就是很自然的就会发生，
除非你不愿意，不然我觉得，一起睡觉但不做爱，其实好像是可以行得通的～

好想分享我朋友的故事，但最后还是觉得不说好了，
毕竟对方信得过我，才愿意跟我说，我没必要把他人的隐私分享出去，
就算匿名也是不行。。
因为有好多人会对号入座，乱幻想，制造八卦。唉～

我现在好想有一个不会一开始就想跟我上床的男友，
我要的他，是要我的心，而不是我的身体。
我要的他是个会保护我的男人。
我能拥有这么一个他吗？

开不了口的夜晚

有些问题如果我不问，你是不是不会说？

好想问你，这两个月你过得怎么样？

你过得快乐吗？

为什么你可以舍得不理我？

你的脚有好点了吗？

电话修理好了吗？

家里的问题解决了吗？

跟朋友的关系怎么了？

你还是单身吗？

你有想过我吗？

etc...

但，我还是开不了口，只问了一些不会闹的尴尬的问题...

而你问我的问题，我也没有老实的回答你。

你问我，为什么那么舍得把长头发都减掉？

我回答你，想减就减咯。。

其实决定减头发的那瞬间，

我很想你，但你都不理我了，

所以就索性把头发减短了，我就可以把你给忘记，

从新出“发”..

结果我还是不能把你给忘记... 哈哈 >.<"

原本想把头发给减超短的，但发型师说现在流行shoulder length，

所以也没有减很短，

你还能接受我的新发型吗？

送你的礼物，你有喜欢吗？

应该还不错吧？

我喜欢送一些你能用的着的东西，

看见你小心翼翼的把礼物给收好，

连我给你的再循环盒子也都给藏好，

圣诞节送你的礼物你也有在用，

我真的很高兴叻，嘻嘻！

不过我还是选择不告诉你我在哪儿做刺绣，

因为我会害怕你以后会去做同样的东西送给其他女生...

高跟鞋，原本要送的人不是我..

不过它最后选择了我做它的主人，

觉得自己真的好像灰姑娘....

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

说我们没有缘分，我才不相信，哈哈哈哈！

谢谢你，出现在我的生命里。

虽然某些日子会很难过，

但我们快乐的日子比难过的还要多，

希望我们可以珍惜彼此，

一起到老。。。

连诗雅 《好好过》

现在的心情就像这首歌那样，很纠结，很想骗自己说，我也能过的很好。。。

作词：林若宁
作曲：江海迦@Public Zoo / 陈考威
编曲：Jim Ling
监制：舒文@Zoo Music

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睡觉都哭泣委曲求全　博不到你可怜

令眼圈黑黑被担心我的亲友看见

还受到我眼泪感染　关心我又惊我讨厌

难道我要再为你而苦战

独处于家中一般快乐　再不与你关连

善变的青春避不开要讲一句再见

忙着记录你那片段　看不出关系很远

谁又要我记着我还失恋

还要生活　别再三失眠

难为善良好友忧心每天通宵的致电

随便你走　仍能愉快的生存

修补我裂痕给我活过找个起点

赢了经验　没有输尊严

如常热情工作应该庆祝衷心许个愿

年纪太小　人人受过伤无可避免

明日我便能振作　成熟半点

没你的冬天都不算坏　我取暖有火柴

为我煲一杯热的鲜奶都温暖世界

拿逝去情人节放大　每一天一样不快

其实我去抱着我能开解

还要生活　别再三失眠

如常热情工作应该庆祝衷心许个愿

年纪太小　人人受过伤无可避免

明日我便能振作　成熟半点

还要生活　别再三失眠

难为善良好友忧心每天通宵的致电

随便你走　仍能愉快的生存

修补我裂痕给我活过找个起点

赢了经验　没有输尊严

如常热情工作应该庆祝衷心许个愿

逃出困境　重头为我的人生自勉

明日偶遇谁爱我　然后发展

人生不需要解釋

Ok, it's a little bit strange that I still have someone to read my blog, ok to be exact the recent blog posts? I thought I have turned off the search engine because I don't like too many people to read my stuff. Although I can change the setting to private, but then some of my previous blog posts (maybe just 1 or 2.. LOL) might be useful to the public, so I will remain this setting until I decided to remove the whole blog.

Just to clarify that not all my emo blog posts are related to my current relationship status or life, it may just a thought or I just want to write something which came into my mind. You know some people always 自以为是 (presumptuous/opinionated) and link my blog post to my relationship thingy and start creating rumor or whatever which I don't like it because it is not true. ASK ME IF YOU WANT THE TRUTH although I may not want to tell you =P

I actually wanted to write about someone that I have just known for about a year plus as her life is kind of "interesting", but forget about it, it's rude to talk/reveal the life that she is going through. Yes she is a female. I see you start linking her to someone that you assumed a girl that might be.. jeng jeng jeng.. Anyway, I am not going to talk about it and I will just keep it in my heart. Ah chehhhhh~

What I can say is don't judge a book by its cover. Whatever you see from the surface may not be the truth. You may not know what they have been through but take your time to understand them before you make the final judgement. 知你者不必解释，他们自然会懂你。 However, like I said before, you cannot blame other people for judging you that way because they saw whatever you present to them. Da-dang~

Pain changes a person

There's one question stuck in my mind recently..

They said, "pain changes a person".. Do you agree and will it changes you?

If it changes you to become a better person, why not?

But most of the time I see people changes to a bad person..

Ok, my "bad" here referring to a loyal person becoming a promiscuous person, or a behaved person becoming a gangster, etc..

If you ask them, they might answer you that "pain/life makes them so".. I know that pain taught us to be stronger, but why would you think that pain makes you become a different person in a bad way?

Is it for revenge purposes or because you really want to live in that way? I don't get it.. It's a choice that you made, right? So why do you want to change? No one forces you to change..

But of course, if you are happy with it.. Yea go with it, it's your decision and it's your life..

我可以的！

当你伤心到某种程度的时候，

不想再理会任何事物的时候，

你会发现有一股强大的力量正跟你招手。。

其实不懂是不是我看了塔罗牌后才产生的这种“错觉”。

牌里的解释是我已经衰很久了，

力量是时候回来我的身边了，

只要我相信自己能够做的到，

它（正能量）就会回来。

我相信了。所以现在觉得自己好像很乐观，

人也变得有点积极。。呵呵

也没那么容易钻牛角尖。。

是好事吗？还是我还在欺骗自己？

我在想，如果咱门俩谈判的时候，

故事并不是我想要听的，

我会崩溃吗？还是我能够接受？

现在的心情好像是在彩排，

不懂表演当天我会用什么心态来面对。

吃惊，委屈，难过，坚强？

还是沉默不语？

。。。

最近也看了一本激励的书，

书里提到做人不要那么容易的放弃，

只要相信自己能做得到，你就能做得到！

以前的我都被你定下来的”游戏规则“给束缚着，

过不了关。。

这次我不管了，我要做自己，

我要打破你的游戏规则，让你措手不及，

我会用我的方式来证明，

我也是可以的！

你准备掉入我的”游戏“吧！

Mistake repeated more than once is a decision.

Mistake repeated more than once is a decision.

I am waiting for the day you tell me the story, and somehow I already know the answer.

I am not an inspector, but I can be one if I want to, and I know what I am capable of.

Don't try to run or hide from me, you know I will find you.

I won't initiate the topic, but I want you to tell me first, so that the situation won't look so bad.

If it's the same story like last time, you know I will step out for real this time.

It's not that I don't care anymore, I have warned ya before.

Chances are given out more than once, and you know certain things can't change, people don't appreciate.

So bear the consequences if the same mistake happened again,

because you make it happen.


#disappointed

Heaven and hell

复杂的心情，

笨重的眼泪，

哭红的双眼，

有谁能体会？

烟花的美，

只在于它盛开的那一瞬间，

过后天空还是会恢复平静。

鱼儿的存在，

让水面泛起了涟漪，

不长久，但发生过。

我们不能因为水面没有了涟漪，

而否定了鱼儿的存在，

只有把鱼儿赶走，

水面才能真正平静。

鱼的生命，

关键在于水，

水能选择让鱼活下，或让它死亡。

如果把鱼给留活下来，

水会变得越来越污浊，

因为没人清洗鱼儿留下来的污垢。

因为留恋，才会对自己残忍。

选择放手，会不会比较好过？

Happiness is when you least expected.

情人节的那一晚，

谢谢你给了我意外的惊喜，

除了感动，欣喜，

我变得更加的爱你了！

谢谢你冒着生命的危险，

只为了给我制造一个惊喜。

我还真的被蒙在鼓里呢！

看见你的刹那间，

嘴都关不起来了，

一心以为今天可能没办法见一个面，

你还是赶过来了！

我真是太感动了，宝贝！

爱你 爱你哟！

情人节快乐，

muackss!

Love is a game

再爱的衣服，不属于你的，也得脱下来归还。

再爱的人啊，不属于你的，也得忍痛说再见。

即使你知道我爱你，我也只能是个将就。

即使她伤你无数次，你还是留她在身边。

曾经，你说过爱情就像一场游戏，

知道游戏的玩法就不会受捆当中。

赢家控制了游戏，

输家被游戏控制。

你，从来都没有输过，

但，你还是败给了她。

我给不了你祝福，

不是因为我小气，

而是她真的不值得。

Movie review: 《杜拉拉追婚记》

最近看了一套很红的电影 《杜拉拉追婚记》 (Go Lala Go)， 你看了吗？

剧情介绍：

30好几的杜拉拉（林依晨 饰）二次归来，一心想与王伟（周渝民 饰）结婚的她遇到劲敌美少女沙当当（林珍娜 饰），而另一名追求者陈丰（陈柏霖 饰），和新上司曲络绎（邬君梅 饰）的出现，让杜拉拉对人生的选择陷入迷惘。面对接踵而来的问题，杜拉拉是否能再次“升职”成功呢？ 

（摘之豆瓣电影）

观后感：

喜欢故事的题材，但电影好像少了些什么，是气氛吗？总而言之，没有想像中的好看，但有很多情节跟对白是绝对能让你思考的。所以我给7.7/10星。哈哈！

思考一：

“也許你會因為失去多年的男友而難過，但是,在下一刻你就可能遇到你的真命天子。”

这句花听起来很有道理，但你能真的抛开多年的感情，然后展开新恋情吗？在戏里面，我不认同杜拉拉的行为。如果你是真的喜欢王偉，当陈豐亲吻你的时候你就该推开他。。事情拖到最后才表明心态，会不会太迟了？如果一早就说明一切，或许那些不必要的纷争跟误会就不会发生。如果心对一个人是坚定的，你就不会动摇。

或许一开始杜拉拉是坚定的，但随着她的母亲一直在逼婚，加上年纪也不小了，她才开始动摇吧？我在想，如果我遇到相同的问题的时候，我会怎么做？很多女孩应该会选择陈豐吧？“你没去过华丽的宫殿，没和王子跳过一支舞，你怎么知道，这不是你想要的。” 陈豐条件好，对自己又好，你不会心动吗？；相反的看着心爱的王偉，好像没有要跟自己结婚的意思，我还要这个好像随时都可以走掉的男朋友吗？*该死的当当！ 虽然每天见面，但好像就缺乏沟通，少了当时有的亲密互动。心里一定觉得男朋友应该没有像当时后那么的喜欢我吧？往往都是这些念头害了一段感情。

but....如果再坚持下去而对方始终站在原地，我算是在浪费时间吗，还错过了真心想对我好的陈豐 （如果接受了陈豐，也不能担保以后拉拉会过着幸福的日子）。所以呢， 要继续等待，还是给别人一个机会来疼爱自己是一个非常难做的决定。如果你足够了解对方，其实等下去会最后得到你想要的结果，但如果你知道这是个不可能发生的，你就放手吧。

*****爱的一半，是守候。*****

思考二：

 “你口口声声说别无选择，究竟是谁在逼你？”
工作和爱情，你选择哪个？
我之前也有一直在想这个问题，哈哈 ，读这里。


在电影里，拉拉选择了工作而错过了王偉的求婚！我很气为什么拉拉不会向陈豐再另约一个时间，明明是有机会推辞的。。就算不能，拉拉也可以向王偉坦白啊！面对面撞个正着，还要是穿的美美的单独跟男生在一起，如果我是王偉我一定会以为陈豐是第三者，然后一拳挥过去。哈哈！所以说，在一段感情里，坦白真的很重要。不要以为你的伴侣会懂，然后就可以少花点时间陪他，两个人能在一起是不容易的，不要因为工作而忽略了他的感受，或以为努力工作都是为了两人的未来。你要知道当你决定把所有的时间都花在工作上，他的存在对你而言已经好像是可有可无的。

*****没有人拿枪逼你只能在爱情或事业里作出一个选择，你会觉得有人在逼你是因为你自己心中的声音和外界的成功的定义在互相拉扯。*****

再来送上我个人蛮喜欢的其中一首电影的插曲吧！

閻奕格的《也可以》

怎麼會只剩下自己 還不想認輸

用盡力氣用笑撐住 說好這次不許哭

怎麼會連難以呼吸 還不說痛苦

武裝自己從不失誤 卻比任何人無助

當時間不為誰而破例 讓愛延續下一集

你可不可以輕輕的鬆開 自己

就算你想放棄也可以 失去也可以

別再步步進逼 不留餘地愛只會窒息

就算多難捨的過去 最後還是會過去

懷念的擁抱和那體温 用微笑平息

就算你想流淚也可以 任性也可以

別再苦苦壓抑 鎖上情緒心會更封閉

就算多難捨的淚滴 最後不讓你沈溺

就算一個人 至少還有自己

怎麼會一再的想念 還不說在乎

渾身解數想要逃出 卻什麼也留不住

當世界不因你痛心的領悟 

貼心的讓你返回上一幕

還有那熱烈的曾經 伴隨著你前行

坚持还是放手？

又是一个很矛盾的post。。

坚持还是放手？

有人说如果看不到希望就放弃吧，也有人说因为坚持才看到希望。。

我现在站在两者之间，我做不到选择。

虽然明知道不会有我想要的结果，但我还想要尝试。我越尝试，越觉得害怕；越害怕，越想放弃，因为不想再难过了。。。

如果我能把我现在脑袋里疑问给拍下来，你为我作答好不好？

- 喜欢就该努力的去追求。
- 都说了没结果，硬挤进不属于我的世界会很累的，最后也是会被踢出来。
- 不尝试怎么知道结果？
- 只有自己才能为自己找答案，别人不能一早就判你死刑。
- 对方要用的策略已经很明确了，还要继续奋斗吗？
- 心里已经有了答案，还在装傻，我不是傻比是什么？是要被人说我是笨猪吗？
- 最后得到的可能是怜悯我而已。
- 至少我为了我喜欢的有努力过，以后不会后悔为什么当时不努力追求。
- 都坚持那么就了，为什么不再坚持下去？或许再坚持一下下我就会得到我想要的？

我可以不要再想了吗？拿掉我的脑袋好不好？

哀号中~~~

爱情和事业，你选择哪个？

有时候我会觉得很矛盾。
如果你的男人是个生意人，
他有时候会因为忙于生意而忽略了你，
你会怎么办？
背后的女人是要体谅吗？
我知道事业对一个男人来说是很重要的，
但你的女人，你的家庭就没那么重要吗？
当然我也不希望男人因为女人而把工作做得马马虎虎。

最近听到一句很有意思的话，“成功男人的背后一定有个很能忍的女人。”， 而不是我们经常听到的 “成功男人的背后有一个伟大的女人”。对我而言，伟大的女人并不能代表她很能忍。所以，能忍的女人才是强者。试问有谁能够耐得住寂寞，在你的男人忙于工作时，你不能只是呆在家，等他回来；或则一直闹着你的男人是不是不爱你了，为什么不理你等等理由。你一定要有自己的生活，打理好家里，当你的男人回来时端上一杯水，让他感受到家的温暖，所有压力都会消失。而不是当男人拖着疲惫的身子回家，换来的是女人的责骂，女人的疑神疑鬼，这样男人都会不想回家，而造成有第三者出现的问题。所以，女人真的要学会体贴，信任你的男人，这才会让他的事业成功，然后回到家也能舒舒服服的。因为他知道他不用担心他的女人。

可是，女人啊，还是会希望自己的男人能够多陪陪她。就算再忙，也希望男人可以抽空回她的讯息，或则偶尔的撒娇，说你想她了。女人不奢望你能秒回，但有你的讯息，真的能让她安心。

所以啊，学着互相体谅吧。生命很短暂，要珍惜对方。男人，我会好好的珍惜你，体谅你。希望你也能够珍惜我对你的好。

Random

This blog is dying~ Other than my UMK post, Gardenia post and movie/drama review, the rest of the posts are like no view at all. LOL!! Never mind, I still want to post something randomly just because I am bored now. *syok sendiri*

Something that makes me crazy recently:
- junk food especially potato chips
- social media. I spent too much time on it and I can't helped. Had tried to uninstall but it doesn't last long. LOL
- him of course ^^ and not just recently but for quite sometime already. I just hope to meet him everyday and probably request to move in to stay with him. However, this is not going to happen unless we get married. My family is very traditional one..

*Yawn* I am so sleepy right now.

Lots of thinking recently about my work, relationship, etc.

- I have been thinking to do a business, but nothing came into my mind.

- Go on for a long vacation, but where's the money and the leave approval?

- I want to go Paris so much!

- My colleague is watching YouTube at the workplace right now.. shhhhhh! I guess he really likes basketball.

- My boss just told us a funny joke when he went to renew his passport. He said if you want to be fast, walk in front of "certain" people (sensitive), eventually they will just push you forward.. LOL

- 2.5 hours more to go back home. Should I go for a body check up?

- I still found this guava drink very weird, but m drinking it.. ahahahaha perhaps would like to try everything that you tasted before.

- Will you ever contact me if I went missing?

Girl's mind that changed within second.

All right, done with the messy random post. Bye!








 

It happens, but it doesn't exist

I am not sure if I am happy.
I think I have lost myself.

The world is so fake, I am fake.
It feels like I am living in a paper towns.

What do I want in life?
Money? Love? Health?

I love you at first.
and I think I am still loving you.
Did you see the word "think"?
Yes, I doubt myself now.
I still think about you,
or maybe the past of you.
but it's blur,
there's nothing in my mind.

I called your name everyday.
but I can't feel the pounding heart.
maybe I din't see you for quite sometime,
but I am sure I did not forget you.

Home, is where I live,
but I don't feel like going home.
I just want to stay somewhere else,
alone.

The conversation is connected but disconnected,
if you understand what I mean.
Who am I?
I wish you can tell me.

Work, the robotic routine.
but I don't see myself mastering anything.
perhaps I do not like the job,
or this field.
I am annoyed, I am bored.
I wanted to leave, but I have no where to go.
I just need a living fees.

Passion? Interest?
Who are they?
Do I have one?
I am not sure.

Healthy body, is no longer with me.
I am suffering from a goddamn abdominal pain.
It's so pain that I can barely walk when it's back.
Scanning, urine test, ultrasound or whatever test,
but the result said I am healthy.
only myself know the pain.

This post is so random but it is true.

It happens, but it just doesn't exist.

Hello Friday.


*****

A few hours later, I can feel the pounding heart when I look at your photos.
The feeling never gone.
I miss you, my dear.

Next few hours, I received your text..
aww that feeling is back!!!

爱的禁区

When Leaders Accidentally Demoralize Employees

Came across an article shared on LinkedIn by Bruce Kasanoff, I feel it is worth to share with the readers of my blog (although there's no one >.<).

Last year, I met a friend – let’s call him Brian – for a beer, and he greeted me by admitting, “I think I’m going to get fired.”

Earlier that afternoon, Brian was in a meeting with the CEO of his firm, and the CEO “barely said a word” to him, looked down the whole time and rushed out of the room “so he wouldn’t have to talk to” Brian.

In fairness, the firm was going through some challenging times and it seemed likely that some people would be let go. But Brian’s entire demeanor that day was based on his perception of how his CEO interacted with him.

Brian wasn’t fired, is still there and seems to remain in good standing. He completely misperceived his CEO’s behaviors, which almost certainly had nothing whatsoever to do with Brian. Maybe the CEO was worried about a deal gone south. Perhaps he was coming down with a cold. There are hundreds of reasons why any one of us might be quiet, sullen or rushed.

Unfortunately, when you are a leader, the people around you are forever trying to calibrate whether your reactions indicate approval or disapproval.

There are two ways you can react to this truism.

1. You can act any way you damn well please, and leave it to your employees to develop thicker skins. There are plenty of leaders who favor this approach, and it has some merits.

2. You can realize that we expect more of our leaders, and as a result you have an obligation to be more in command of your actions than a random person on the street. In other words, you need to hold yourself to a higher standard.

I’d like to suggest that you embrace number 2.

In a perfect world, your company would always be firing on all cylinders and no one would be afraid for his or her job. In the real world, some employees are always nervous or in need of encouragement. As a leader, you can accomplish much with a genuine smile, a kind word, or a small bit of guidance. Your opinion matters, and everyone else knows it.

This influence is a double-edged sword. On the one hand, it requires you to act cheerful when you are tired and hungry. On the other, it enables you to motivate others without exerting that much energy. Simply by saying something to the effect of, “Sarah, that was a spectacular piece of work,” you can probably boost Sarah’s morale for an entire quarter.

I’m not telling you anything you don’t know. My purpose today isn’t to reveal some great secret passed down from generation to generation.

I’m simply trying to remind you that when you let down your guard, there are consequences. If you (seem to) ignore or avoid the people you are supposed to be leading, they will notice. You will accidentally upset the very people it is your job to inspire.

If you consider yourself a leader, you must be constantly vigilant regarding the small social signals you offer to the people around you.  Never demoralize someone accidentally. For that matter, don't do it deliberately either, but that's a subject for another post.

This story originally appeared on Forbes.

In my view, a leader's reaction and words are really important, it's a bridge for you to get closer to your junior/follower, to understand more about them and from there, you motivate them if necessary. 

Even though you are tired or being emotional, try not to throw your temper to your junior as this will create some unnecessary misunderstanding between you two. As the word "junior", it means they are lack of experience and new to the field. It's normal if they make mistake, but guide them patiently, do not scold them immediately, understand their problem and why they will do like this. NEVER ever say something that will demotivate or demoralize them, for example "why are you so stupid", "this is so not meaningful", "did you bring your brain to work", "simple things also you can make mistake"; no smile on your face, bang the door loud, raise your volume, etc... All these will just make your followers to be afraid of you or hate you. 

Thus, perhaps you can twist your words by saying "Your work is good, but it can be improved further. You may want to try to add in this and that so that it can make your work perfect?". I think this is more encouraging and can motivate them to work harder. No one likes to get scolded. Imagine if you are working hard on one of the projects, and your superior straight away comment that your work is so lousy and not giving his suggestion or direction to you to improve further, what will you feel? Very demotivated and don't feel like working on it anymore right as you feel your hard work is not being valued. This reminded me of one of my friends who always complain that his boss only knows how to scold, but never give the solution, that makes thing harder. By accumulating all the pressure and complaint, you will see your followers will want to resign.

In a nutshell, a leader who is good in managing his/her EQ , you will be loved by your followers.

It seems like I have off topic. LOL

Courtesy of Visually Infographic

Courtesy of Empathia

拥有的勇气

有时候，我会恨我自己对人太好，结果却苦了自己。
我想前进，可是有些人会要我往后退；
往后退， 就是等于不给自己一个机会。
当然往前进，也并不代表我会得到我想要的东西，而且还可能会惹上是非问题，惹人讨厌。

我好想逃离，但却深怕以后的我，会后悔当初为什么不勇敢的去争取自己喜欢的东西/人。
我当然很想努力的去追求，但事情并不是想像中的简单。
或许，我就是个懦夫吧。只能站在原地，眼睁睁的看着自己喜欢的，离我远去。

可能我觉得我没资格拥有吧。
你喜欢的，不代表你就能拥有。
有些事情，真的需要配合天时地利人和。当然少不了缘分。

我常告诉自己，如果是你的，永远就是你的。
勉强得来的，并不会长久。
可是现在的人啊，只会说：“我不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”。
这样的观念是正确的吗？

见人见事吧，有些人会说至少你曾经拥有过，没有遗憾就好了。
听起来很像很有道理。
可是我比较贪心，我想拥有直到永远。。。

说了那么久，我还没想到我该前进，还是后退呢。。呵呵
哎，顺其自然吧。
天佑我心想事成！

Drama Review: Full House Thailand

Finally got some time to watch a drama after hectic life. This time, I choose to watch Full House Thai because of Aom (Aom Sucharat Manaying). Full House Thai is a remake of the Korean version of Full House and guess what, I have never watched the Korean version before although it is a super hit! hehehe I just finished watching this about a week and I started to miss it!

***** My rate for this lakorn : 8.5/10 *****

The story is started with Aom, a writer who got swindled out of her house during her trip to Korea and there's where she met Mike (Mike Pirath Nitipaisankul). She finds out that her house was sold to Mike after her trip and in attempt to get her possessions back by making a lot of "drama". Due to her "drama", she ends up signing a contract marriage with Mike for one (or two?) year. What started out as business relationship between the two becomes personal as they start to care for each others.............

Copied from here.

Overall the drama is daebak (awesome) and I am loving it including the OSTs! The only part I don't like was it last only for a few episodes, wish this drama can last for like 100+ episodes hehehe.  Oh ya, another thing that I don't like in this drama was the female best friend of Mike, Mintra. The way she treats Mike and Guy really make me want to punch on her face straight, but it shows that her acting skill is good! I really don't wish there's someone like her appear in my life, my patience is not that great like Aom. I can't stand the one I love going through something that he doesn't like or force to do it due to the promises he has made earlier or due to his guiltiness. I know his intention is don't want to hurt the girl anymore, but what is past is past. I don't mind if you still meet with her or treat her nicely, but when you already have a girlfriend, you can no longer treat that girl like you used to be, you have to treat that girl like a normal friend. You have to know what is your priority now.. Opps, I sound so jealous.. hahaha

She is the one that I mentioned.. Mintra (Jane Janesuda Parnto)
I don't like her role in this lakorn

Ok, let's change a topic. There are so many scenes that make me burst out of laughs and some makes me shed my tears too. There are a few scenes that I love, especially the ice cream scene. You won't know how many times I watch this scene. Everytime I watch this scene I will definitely make a awwwwwwwww sound and hoping I am the female cast. Other scenes are when they quarrel due to jealousy; their sweet moment during ice skating; Aom's dancing part in front of grandma. I was expecting some soft Thai dance move, but end up something funny LOL!; and of course, those scenes where they make fun of each other. Let me show you some of the photos that I can grab online.. 

I will leave the imagination to you all.

When Mike is injured...

Om-Am accidentally saw something that she don't expect, ngek ngek ngek

Fighting for bed .. 

Sweet moment together

There wasn't a script when they are shooting for this scene.. kind of funny

Aom is trying to impress her grandma with an impromptu dance and her grandma fainted because of that.. LOL

Look at that body... *droolz*

I am not sure whether you will feel excited and eager to watch this drama or not after reading this post. For me, I will definitely watch again. Hehehe. I really love seeing AoMike being together and I can't wait for their next project (Playful Kiss). Yay!

AoMike

One of the OST of this lakorn - Oh Baby I

To view this full drama, you may watch it from Youtube with English Subtitle ^^
Enjoy!